Let's get married...

OMG! My heart stopped for 20 seconds...I'm speechless...

Burn out...

I think I'm too young to feel this way but I'm really burn out. I'm so tired of working and studying. Too tired that I dream of having nothing to do but just stay at home, sleep, sip coffee or tea after waking up or during afternoons, watch TV or DVD, surf the internet,read books, eat and sit. Basically, just stay at home or stay in a place far from civilization. A place where there is a nice view, maybe a mountain or sea. I want to be a bum...this is my dream. If others dream of being on top, having a great career and be competitive. Before, these are parts of my dream and now, I don't want this kind of things anymore.Maybe I still want them but not as much as I want them before. I'm just too tired to go after these things. I think what I want is a very simple life. It's just me who is making it complicated. The things that I'm doing now are giving me headaches and stress. I'm giving myself a year or two to finish what I started and after this, I'm going to live my life without much stress and pressures. Others might think that I'm such a ludicrous person, a person who wants to bum around but who cares...Maybe once in our life, we will feel this way or I'm just such a lazy person.

Unrequited LOVE

I'm really into drama these past few months and everytime I watch a drama, there is always this person that will love one of the main characters but then it is just a one sided love so she/he will end up hurt. In short, it's unrequited love. I wonder how it really feels to love someone and knowing that someone will never be yours. Just like LITTLE MERMAID, some of us think that the little mermaid and the prince lived happily ever after but then it was not the real story, they did not end up together. The mermaid sacrificed herself because of her love. In reality, these things happen. There were people who were hopeful that there love would be returned but then they just ended up frustrated, hurt and bitter. Some of them are...

Unrequited love is such a melacholy thing. Maybe they're not just meant to be, maybe there is another person waiting for them. There are endless possibilities why these people did not end up with their love ones but then I guess, that's life. We can't get anything we want even though we badly want it, even though our life depends on it...

WHY WHY LOVE

OMG! I can't deny the fact that I'm a certified DRAMA addict...Despite my busy schedule, I can still squeeze in the dramas that I wanted to watch. Bad for me...What can I do, the more I think about it, the more I can't work. So, I really have to finish the drama that I wanted...

Well, this weekend..I'm through watching WHY WHY LOVE...I'm in love again...waaahhhh...The drama is so nice. It makes me feel blissful...hahaha! And it makes me want to learn Mandarin. I now have the motivation to learn a new language...lol!

Visiting Manila's Historical places

Djhai and I went to Fort Santiago and Intramuros. It was so funny. It was like an educational trip. It was my first time to visit Fort Santiago and my second time to visit Intramuros. The feeling was great. It was like "me and my being a Filipino". It made me appreciate "me" being a Filipino. Sometimes, we dread to be one because of the discrimination that we usually get from other people and because of the things that is happening in our country but then Philippines is our home. The more I encounter people from different countries, the more I know about other culture then the more I appreciate our country and our values. hahaha! What can I say...I LOVE PHILIPPINES! and there is no place like HOME.

Anyway, we had a lot of fun. After Fort Santiago and Intramuros, we went to Harbour Square to experience the view of Manila Bay.