Gossip Girl...Serena? ME?

LOL! well, I'm too tired to continue my research paper...here I am..taking tests on my favorite shows...

TEST II: Which Gossip Girl Character are you?

YOU'RE SERENA VAN DER WOODSEN

You're the bad girl gone good. We admire anyone who can admit her mistakes and wants to start over. Problem is there are people out there who are going to try and stop you, particularly your old self. Hopefully your newly developed inner-strength and optimistic spirit will help you overcome any obstacles thrown your way, even if that obstacle comes in the shape of uber-bitch slash BFF Blair Waldorf.

TAKE THE TEST: Which Gossip Girl Character are you?

I'm Christina?

I'm Grey's anatomy's CHRISTINA...hahaha! I knew it. I think it was just my imagination that we have similarities especially in attitude...hahaha! Oh no! I don't really like her sometimes but most of the time, I admire her.

MY DIAGNOSIS:Your work is your life.Nothing makes you happier than long hours spent in life and death situations, now if only your own life were more together!Good thing you have friends to tell you when to slow down and are there for you when you finally admit you need help.

About the diagnosis...mmm? Let me think about this.Partly true but I think not everything.LOL!

Try and take the test: GREY'S DIAGNOSIS

because I chose to be one...

so frustrating...

Last saturday was my presentation for my other research paper. I found out that I made a mistake in my study and I couldn't do anything about it now since the deadline is this coming Wednesday. This is my first paper where I gave an effort and it turns out that it was a bad paper. I think it's not substantial enough and it's not good enough especially when it comes to its structure. It's just so disappointing because maybe I expected that this paper will be better than my previous papers.

Disappointment--this is what I always get when I give my best. I always end up frustrated...that is why I rather not expect something from anything or anyone because I always end up disappointed. I always do. I think expectation is equals to disappointment and frustrations. The last time that I felt like this...having a big disappointment in life is when I was in college...when I was playing soccer...there are things that I badly want and I do everything to get it but in the end, it will only give me frustations..I actually hate this kind of feeling. Right now, it seems nothing is right for me. Everything I do is a struggle. Everything I want...I got it because I had been through hell and back. Sometimes it's so tiring...sometimes I just want to stop fighting and let things be...sometimes I just don't want to care anymore...

GOSSIP GIRL season 2...sneak peak

I just can wait to watch the new season of Gossip Girl...so excited...

Beethoven's letter

Letter 3
Good morning, on July 7

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us -
I can live only wholly with you or not at all -
Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits -
Yes, unhappily it must be so -
You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never -
Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.
And yet my life in V is now a wretched life -
Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men -
At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection?
My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day -
therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once -
Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together -
Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine

ever mine

ever ours

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This is the third letter of Beethoven for his beloved and if you've watched SEX and the CITY --the movie. I'm sure, you heard it read by Carrie.

I bet this is one of every girls dreams...a confession from someone they love...

Guilty feeling...

so guilty...

I just finished watching Taiwanese Drama last night. I know that I have two research papers to submit next week but I couldn't help myself but watch it. Anyway, I'm glad I'm done watching Started with a Kiss and They kissed again. Now, I can concentrate on my research papers. hahaha!

I'm such a romantic sucker...Well, the two dramas were so cute and funny.

Angels...

Angels, this is for us...our memories together . Hope you guys will enjoy watching it.

angelkrizz